青春逝去

報導說人在 18~25歲的記憶是最鮮明的。
我很幸遇的成為了你們最鮮明的一部分
然而，我的18~25歲只留下黯淡的哀傷

隨著年紀漸漸增長，已經不適合再成為他人記憶中最鮮明的一部分
才瞭解到
青春的逝去，不是在於時間
而是在於無法參與。

Love Aotupsy

Figuring out you and me
Is like doing a love autopsy
They could operate all day long
And never figure out
What went wrong

Love autopsy
Love autopsy
Love....
What went wrong

 Love autopsy，這真的是很戲謔的用法。
隨著時間過去，對印象逐漸模糊了，Love autopsy 的次數越來越少。

剩下的，只有疑惑 "What went wrong?"
能否再找到 way back to love，已經越來越疑惑

Way Back Into Love

最近不由自主地想起了這首歌「Way back into love」，有一種心境都被說出來的感覺。

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night

I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love

And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I will be there for you in the end